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"I used to think the more tragic the better." Alanis

Okay no I sware, It's just that I dig the make-up! I mean why is it that a pretty little boi in make-up can't exist without being gay or an asshole? Or oh yaeh I forgot one, So young you have to teach them EVERYTHING. Blarg!

I'm being accused of being a drama whore. I try not to be I really do. I like my little hovel and I honestly prefure to stay in it. The stress levels in a drama whores life would really get to me. But aparently I'm a total enabler and a drama whore. I think I just fill this aweful need to make everything okay all the time. Which never works without putting me in the middle, and then Everyone just ends up hating me. *growls*

Anywho... On the war...er I mean school front, I had an Exam in Spanish Thursday night. I think I did alright, this one was much harder then the first. I had several of those moments when I can see the page in the book and everything BUT what I need. I feel like I studied although really I just did the work book the week before the test. It took me a LONG time to finish and by the end of it I felt strange talking in English. But I still think that I could have done more. I mean had I done the workbook like I was supposed too all the way through the semester then I would have had time to actually study. I feel like Everyone around me is so much more responsible about school then I am. Maybe that is good though, it is forcing me to focus on my own behavior when it comes to studying. I really don't like to look or feel like a slacker.

I am afraid that I am totally screwed as far as my theater class is concerned. I just don't know if I can BS well enough. I was supposed to go see taming of the Shrew on sunday at the Shakespeare festival and I totally flaked on the date. I didn't even think about it until tuseday night on my way to class. I have a report for due on it next week. I have a friend who hopefully can get me the program, and I have the ticket so maybe I can just BS my way through it. I feel so bad. I hate cheating, but I would have gone if I wasn't such an airhead. I like the theater and I love Shakespeare. I'm just a dork who can't remember shit! Part of me that really doesn't want to cheat is concidering going to Jamie and telling him what happened and begging for mercy and asking if I can turn in a report on Don Juan in Hell instead. I mean I will probably turn that report in anyway now so that I can get extra credit, because I already flaked on my Art exibit report. I don't pay enough attention to my sylibi is the problem. And now I would be incredibly hard pressed to find the program for the damn art show I went and saw. It was here on campouse so I'm thinking I might be able to ask if they have an extra in the office or soemthing. I dunno. I am also thinking of working on the set for shannondoa. One because GAWD I mis theater, and two because I am hoping to run in to a certian someone. *g* He asked about me which is a good sign... *g*

Oh yeah da bois, Well pretty much I'm at a stand still. I have yet to figure out a way to actually meet up with one of them, and the last time the other came over he spent the entire time talking about some other girl flirting with him, Go fig? I dunno everyone his a diffrent theory on what it MEANT and I admit I've contenplated it, but at least I recognize that I'm over thinking it.

The house feels very empty now that Ila is gone. it's Just me and the Diva. It's cool and I'm not really complaining, but I miss Ila being around all the time it was nice. She bought a car last night so hopefullt she will be around a lot. She got a Job as an Elf at the Mall so I dunno if that is going to take up too much of her time or what.

So now I am cold and trying to decided if it is worth braving the cold for a smoke or if I just want to crawle back in bed and skip the coffin nail.