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I don't know what to do. I am in trouble at work about my absences. The Meeting at the end of the day yesterday through me for a serious loop. I had a horrible panic attack this morning while I was trying to make it in to work. I took an adivan to try and calm down and I fell asleep again which made me late so i just called in.

I'm tried calling HR to talk to them about FMLA, but the phone system doesn't appear to be working and I keep getting cut off after I press 1 to reach a representative. I called back and simply left a voice mail.... maybe they will call me back.

I just called and set up an appointment with Dr. Ortenzi my gyn doc to run some blood work in hopes that maybe she will be able to help me figure out what to do with everything because I am so overwhelmed.

It takes everything I have to get up in the morning. I was walking such a tight rope and I feel like yesterday just shook it out from under me. I've lost total control and I don't know what to do because being fired would end my ability to get treatment and make everything worse but I'm loosing it.

My dad an his secretary just came by and I think we will be able to get the fmla forms filled out. I still don't know what's going to happen. I'm so afraid.


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