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Jan. 22nd, 2007 10:55 pm
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had a dream... can't remember if it was last night or the night before...

Went to the farm where I grew up. We fixed the barn door because it was falling down. the people that owned the property now were greatful and said we could come back anytime we liked.

The old horse barn had been turned into a store. I was given some sort of strange key to it when they told me I was allowed to come back. It made me so happy I cried.

Then we noticed my neighbor from when I was a child out tending to his animals in the field. I turned to [livejournal.com profile] ila and said something about the fact that he raised llamas. We went to see the Llamas and I remember picking up two baby llamas. one smaller one for me and one larger purple one for Ila.

There was something that happened here that I don't remember like a stampeed or just confusion or soemthing...

but my little llama dropped out of my arms and all I was left holding was Ila's purple llama.

There was something about my brothers trying to rush us home and not wanting to stay and my being very sad about this, because to me that farm is home.

longing

Dec. 21st, 2006 08:13 am
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When there are people in the world like David Bowie to know you'll never have; why sit around and pine for anyone else?
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...breath taking
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...unique
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...everlasting
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Well to add to the wonderful joy today has brought... incase you couldn't tell I was being sarcastic... I got the news that a family friend died last night in a strange accident. I don't know why it bothers me so... I mean he was more of my fathers friend... I had met him several times, and I mean I knew him, but I wouldn't say we were really more then aqanitinces. I think the way he died is what is affecting me most.

Apparently... He was out on some property he had in rural Paulding County chopping down some trees... the details here are not exactly clear... either he cut himself with the chainsaw or the tree bounced back and hit his neck or something... anyway he made it to his cell phone to call 911, but the police had trouble locating him because he was not calling from a land line, and apparently was unable to give good directions. They tried calling his wife and found that she was out of town so they had to track her down in Florida. Once they got ahold of her and figured out where his land was he had blead to death.

weekend

May. 31st, 2004 09:27 pm
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So Went to [livejournal.com profile] ilawade's party on Sat. I had quite a bit of fun. I was really sad that [livejournal.com profile] glitter_vvhore didn't show. I did meet a nifty couple of people one guy named Erik that owned an organic food shop on Germany for a couple of years. We sat and talked shop for a few hours that was a lot of fun. Then I also met this cat named Mike that writes erotica. I was telling him that I write a bit of it myself and he suggested a plot night where we could get together and talk stories and plot problems and so on. It really sounded like a great idea. I might just take him up on it.

I stayed at Ila and Josh's place all weekend. Then we went to Ren Fair today. It was nice. I felt out of place and didn't get into it as much because for the first time in ages I wasn't dressed up. I also didn't want to spend much money so the only thing I bought was a soda. For some reason not beign dressed up, not eating any of the food, and not buying anythign just made it all rather... I dunno. But on the upside there were lots of sexy guys and girls in ren wear running around.

We went to Agnes and Muriel's this evening for dinner. I love that place. They have the best food. I was a little disapointed in my meatloaf tonight, but the squash caserol was very tastey. I know to stick with my fav dish... the ultra yummy buttermilk fried chicken.

I miss the [livejournal.com profile] glitter_vvhore I wanted to see him this evening very badly. *pouts*
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So Volume has gone up a a good bit or at least it feels that way. I've gotten 8 orders in the past two weeks, and the amounts have gone up as well. I got the money from my stocks a couple of days ago so that I could take care of the debt I incured and manage the orders I needed. I feel like I can breath a bit now.

I had a wonderful time out to eat with [livejournal.com profile] ilawade and a couple of friends I haven't seen since High school, last night. Then Ila and I had a long very refreshing talk. I think we might be on to something... and that feels really good.

I came home to find [livejournal.com profile] glitter_vvhore's truck in my driveway. I walked in and found the washer running my room straightened and the lovely boi stretched out accross my bed reading The Last Hero. Lets just say the feeling was overwhelming. I don't think I've ever come home to a lover before... It was so wonderful. I felt bad about the fact that he had said he would come over and I just figured that if he didn't hear from me he'd just not come. I feel bad that he waited so long for me and that he was worried, but I hope he can at least imagine the fantastic way it made me feel to come home to him.

So in other news Jillian had her baby. She went into labor at 7pm or so Wen. night and had the baby boy at 8pm today. I didn't go up to the hospital because I figured she'd be exhausted and have enough people poking and proding and hassling her. I hope she doesn't feel slighted that I didn't come though.

Well that's about it...
Oh yeah [livejournal.com profile] lorigami Did you get my e-mail?
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wow it's nice to write that. A few hours ago I wouldn't have thought it was possible to feel this much better so quickly. and it is all thanx to the very lovely [livejournal.com profile] ilawade She came to my rescue with smokes and a cup of late night coffee/soda, and lots of great convo.

She understands me like no other. friends like her really make things worth while. It's sad that it takes lows like this to remind me of that sometimes. But she is always in my heart and thoughts.

I am in one respect exhausted... and in another I am envigorated... there suddenly seems so much to do... and I WANT to do it all... how great this feeling is.

I have a poll for everyone though...PLEASE post your answer...
I am thinking of redoing the format of my EcoVogue site. I have up to this point tried to work against the picture of me doing it all by myself, but tonight the suggestion was put to me that I shouldn't hid the fact that it's just little ol' me. That I should instead of writing descriptions in the porfesionalist manner that I have been... to write them as fun true story's about each of the products. Make the site not only truthful but totally down to earth...

so what do you think? Should I risk people not having confidence in some kid in her basement... to try and encourage people to buy with real honest true stories of why I love this stuff and have devoted my life to it?

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