honestly I'm trying not to freak out!

It's cool.. I really am doing okay... I'm sure of it... things could be worse... always can...

The credit card company says they have paid me the money they owe me... even though I have bank statments to prove otherwise. BUT to top it off they are saying that because they tried and could not get my card to go through a couple of days ago that now they are PLANNING on holding the next $300 I make. Okay well It's really fucking annoying to try to explain to these fuckers that because they were holding all my money and not paying me... I had no money to pay them... Damn imagine that!

I'm going to loose the $375 sale. Nothing I can do about it. My sales rep tells me that they have no idea hat is on the next shipment they are being sent and that there is no way to find out AND they have only a rough estimate of when the shipment will be in. (rough estimate means she told me two weeks a week ago and now the estimate is still two weeks)

SO not only do I not make the profit on this sale... Not only do I loose the ablity to be talked up at the wedding... BUT now I have a pissed off bride that is going to tell everyone she knows about how awefull EcoVogue is.

I just want to cry!

WTF!

Ummm... okay for some reason all my entries for like the past two weeks were dated as MAY rather then April. I've fixed it now, but I can't for the life of me figure out why...

mines not that funny...

1.Go into your LJ's archives.
2.Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3.Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4.Post the text of the sentence in your LJ along with these instructions.

tick tock, smash the clock! [Nov. 13th, 2001|06:21 am]

I suppose it's not really that big a deal because I was up anyway, or at least awake.

and don't bother looking fr the entry in my archives... It's a locked one...hahaha!

Goodbye EcoVogue

Well It looks like the end ladys and gentleman. Apparently the Bank issuing the credit card is CHARGING ME because I refunded the money. Then my processing company is also chargiing me. And with all these charges I don't have the money to even fill the orders I have... I just hope I don't go bankrupt on the deal...

There is still a little hope as I've got my site running on only paypal, checks or MO's now. BUt it's very unlikely that I will make enough mony within the next three weeks to keep things going... I doubt it will even be that long...