Isolation

So I am feeling desolate and isolated. . looking through the journals the ironic thing is I'm not alone in such feelings.

I've been listening to 1984 while I work. It may come as a surprise to some but I've never read it. It was only vaguely making an impression on me until today. After Winston's capture.

I've been going over the bit about no one ever wanting to increase pain.


I feel almost apathetic.