cried today
Oct. 29th, 2008 08:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transpaoSo I cried today in therapy a lot.
I haven't really been expressing to anyone how some things still hurt so much.
I'm doing pretty good though. I've been trying to clean house at least a tiny bit everyday. Focusing on being in the moment. Taking note of the beauty around me. Reminding myself of the things I am thankful for. Praying or chanting whenever I feel the need. I've also been pretty presistant at refocusing my thoughts.
I also talked a lot about gender, and my discontent with it.
I really think I want to cross-dress for Halloween, or at very least come up with a costume that is so andro that no one will know what pronouns to use.
I haven't really been expressing to anyone how some things still hurt so much.
I'm doing pretty good though. I've been trying to clean house at least a tiny bit everyday. Focusing on being in the moment. Taking note of the beauty around me. Reminding myself of the things I am thankful for. Praying or chanting whenever I feel the need. I've also been pretty presistant at refocusing my thoughts.
I also talked a lot about gender, and my discontent with it.
I really think I want to cross-dress for Halloween, or at very least come up with a costume that is so andro that no one will know what pronouns to use.
