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transpaoSo it just dawned on me that maybe it's a good thing I don't have any friends in the scene anymore. It's painful and I hate never having anyone to go clubbing with, but there are people I've removed from my life that I would inevitably run into. These people are not in my life for a reason, and even hearing about the stupid shit that goes on in their lives bothers me. I know I shouldn't let it and I try really hard but... yeah.
I suppose that's why I keep trying to talk myself into moving out of Atlanta. The thing is that I know I wont go out by myself because I've had such horrible experiences in the past. So the probability that I would move to some new city and then be lonely and miserable is very high, because how do you meet people if you don't go out? Yeah there is the internet, but all to often I've found that people I get along with really well online are people that I turn out to not like so much IRL.
ah well I shouldn't rant. or have a pity party... it was just a thought...
Hey at least I got through Valentine's Day with only being reminded 3 times. And I haven't felt sad about it yet, and it's over. :D
I suppose that's why I keep trying to talk myself into moving out of Atlanta. The thing is that I know I wont go out by myself because I've had such horrible experiences in the past. So the probability that I would move to some new city and then be lonely and miserable is very high, because how do you meet people if you don't go out? Yeah there is the internet, but all to often I've found that people I get along with really well online are people that I turn out to not like so much IRL.
ah well I shouldn't rant. or have a pity party... it was just a thought...
Hey at least I got through Valentine's Day with only being reminded 3 times. And I haven't felt sad about it yet, and it's over. :D
