It's raining Boots!

[transpao]

Hahaha... look everyone ^ she's trying to be clever again!

So I've had shitty day... No actually I had a damn fine day just woke up in a shitty mood... probably because I've had a shitty month...


Hell I'd say I was angry but honestly I'm just not even sure I have it in me to be angry. And I can't be properly depressed because I'm too afraid to die.

I hate this... I hate whining... I hate feeling like this... I hate being frustrated...

Do you ever sometimes wish you were a doll?
Do you ever wish you had no feelings to feel?
Do you ever want to just fuck... no names... no heart... no phone calls?
Do you ever want to forget?
Do you ever dream of being beaten, so it doesn't hurt so much?
Are you ever afraid to admit who you are because no one likes you?
Do you ever do something and think...Oh man this is it! only to sudenly realize that it still wont stear down the depression?

*laugh* Hey look I could right the new charter comercial...

If you don't get help here... Please get help at a summer camp full of ungreatful druggie teenagers somewhere!

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

well. I miss you.
-a-cat-