alone

[transpao]

So I decided to write another entry because I am not sleepy and all I can think about is how alone I am. there isn't even anyone on-line right now... at all. those I would call but haven't are either not there or not happy. Those I have called haven't answered.

I can't believe dad didn't tell me. was he going to let me miss the funeral? the women practicly raised me!

This big goddamn house empty except for a bird. shit I should go turn that light off so she can get some sleep...

I'll just go take soemthing so I can sleep.