The season for Nostalgia
Sep. 5th, 2003 04:52 am*smiles*
I warm right now. I'm n that fuzzy glow of sleepdep coffe cigs and 5 hours of good conversation. It's been to long. as I drove home tonight I was overcome by a wave of nostalgia.
I am at the moment manging to remember the memorries and feel them as they were, I hope to crawl into my bed soon and I pray that the feeling stays. For now I feel his hair tickle my cheak and the way his arms draped around me. It's so nice to feel the good of how it was without feeling the tears of loss. I hope it lasts.
It's the latter half of the 4am hour... I had a friend once who used to write and post his revals at this time. perhasp there is something magical or at least fantastic about this time. perhaps it's the romantic in me... But if I had drink at the moment I would toast to the romantic! At the moment I am choosing to let go of that cynical part of me that laughs at the romantic... *le sigh* I am contented here... in the romance of my memories... no tears...
Cheers! to the dreamer! I miss dancing threw the stars with him.
Tonight... er... this morning I will dream!
I warm right now. I'm n that fuzzy glow of sleepdep coffe cigs and 5 hours of good conversation. It's been to long. as I drove home tonight I was overcome by a wave of nostalgia.
I am at the moment manging to remember the memorries and feel them as they were, I hope to crawl into my bed soon and I pray that the feeling stays. For now I feel his hair tickle my cheak and the way his arms draped around me. It's so nice to feel the good of how it was without feeling the tears of loss. I hope it lasts.
It's the latter half of the 4am hour... I had a friend once who used to write and post his revals at this time. perhasp there is something magical or at least fantastic about this time. perhaps it's the romantic in me... But if I had drink at the moment I would toast to the romantic! At the moment I am choosing to let go of that cynical part of me that laughs at the romantic... *le sigh* I am contented here... in the romance of my memories... no tears...
Cheers! to the dreamer! I miss dancing threw the stars with him.
Tonight... er... this morning I will dream!