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transpaoSo things aren't going well for me.
I'm struggling imensly with my newly gained knowellage of Ila's pregnancy. God to even say that makes me sick to my stomach, and then guilty because I'm such a horrible person for not being happy for her. But I can't seem to get her out of my head. You'd think I'd stop sleeping so much due to all the fucking nightmares. I just signed in to my yahoo loom knitting group and apparently someone named Ila has been posting up a storm in there today. I doubt it's the same person, but common! it's not like it's that common a name... in fact I'd never once run accross anyone else with the name untill after she stopped speaking to me. Now it's like every few months I run accross a new Ila. Jeeeze I'm so fucking pathetic.
Some guy is harrasing me through Amazon. I sent a book to him. He says he didn't get it and is demanding a refund. I took the insurance slip and reciept to the post office today and apparently the book was scanned on the 10th at his post office. The Bastard is insisting that it was some other book, and I've explained that the bar code one the package from my insurance slip was scanned at his PO on the 10th of Dec. That if he has not recieved the book it must be waiting in his post office. He sent me another message claiming it's not there and he wants a refund. I have a feeling this is going to lead to the bastard ruining my 100% positive feedback score, but I'm not giving him a refund for a book that's sitting in his bloody post office.
there's more, but I don't suppose it matters much. so yeah.
I'm struggling imensly with my newly gained knowellage of Ila's pregnancy. God to even say that makes me sick to my stomach, and then guilty because I'm such a horrible person for not being happy for her. But I can't seem to get her out of my head. You'd think I'd stop sleeping so much due to all the fucking nightmares. I just signed in to my yahoo loom knitting group and apparently someone named Ila has been posting up a storm in there today. I doubt it's the same person, but common! it's not like it's that common a name... in fact I'd never once run accross anyone else with the name untill after she stopped speaking to me. Now it's like every few months I run accross a new Ila. Jeeeze I'm so fucking pathetic.
Some guy is harrasing me through Amazon. I sent a book to him. He says he didn't get it and is demanding a refund. I took the insurance slip and reciept to the post office today and apparently the book was scanned on the 10th at his post office. The Bastard is insisting that it was some other book, and I've explained that the bar code one the package from my insurance slip was scanned at his PO on the 10th of Dec. That if he has not recieved the book it must be waiting in his post office. He sent me another message claiming it's not there and he wants a refund. I have a feeling this is going to lead to the bastard ruining my 100% positive feedback score, but I'm not giving him a refund for a book that's sitting in his bloody post office.
there's more, but I don't suppose it matters much. so yeah.
