*le sigh*

[transpao]

here I am at a critical point. I knoww it I feel it...I've hat a rotton fucking day and I've only been awake for about 4 hours now. I feel like crawling into bed burrying my face and forcing myself to sleep... However the overwhelming problem with that option is that I know it wont make anything better. I'll just feel like shit when I wake up and want to go back to sleep because the problems will have compounded by the time I wake. Well perhaps not... compounded exactly... I'll just feel worse about them because they will still be there and there still wont be anything I can do about it.

I keep thinking that if I at least make myself get up and fold a load of laundry and put another in the wash I will feel better about doing something and perhaps allow myself the slump into the matress.