spoke too soon

[transpao]

well it turna out pretty much evwerything I said in my last post about michael an con being drama free turned out to be very wrong. Michael led me on all weekend, while behind my back trying to hook up with my friend Renee.

I guess I can take some solice in that now he has lost all chance with me and Renee never wanted anything to do with him. I get to keep my friend and found out before I invested to terribly much that he was a backstabbing, selfserving, asshole.

I am very much avoiding the sensation that I am apparently only worth fucking, but not worth any sort of real commitment.

Comments

[catherineschild.livejournal.com]

Your current mood shouldn't be disappointed, but relieved. Thankfully you two caught this guy before he had a chance to do any real damage to your lives.

[paosparti.livejournal.com]

yeah I know I should feel this way and I'm really trying to convince myself of it, but the sad fact is I don't.

I feel betrayed not by my friend or necessarily by him just in general... by the situation.