nervous

[transpao]

So things have been bit rough lately. I kinda had a melt down last week. I am afraid it ruined a good friendship. I wish I could figure out how to just melt down on my own so I would stop loosing friends over it.

Also today will be the last day of my 6 month propation at Ga Tech. My boss has asked me to come see him at 3pm. I am more than a bit worried that means he is going to let me go, as he did something similar to a coworker a few weeks ago. I am as prepaired for it as I can be. I've got some goals for the time off if it does happen. Honestly I am more bother about loosing my friend due to the meltdown... than loosing my job but nothing to do about either so I guess I just have to wait.

to be continued...

Comments

[lacroix132002.livejournal.com]

hopefully your friend will understand and and not hold it against you and if the friend does, their not worth their salt then . either way it still sucks i know . i hope it works out hun .

[paosparti.livejournal.com]

thanks doll. she finally did reply to am email... said she needed some space. That at the very least makes me feel some better... the silence just drives me insane.

and I kept my job.