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Jan. 15th, 2010 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transpaoFuck, I can't handle this with the cats! I don't know what's wrong I can't fix it, but it has GOT to stop. Now Jack is "Acting Out", Diyoji's skin issues are gone, but her tummy troubles are back, and she has been "fighting" with jack... Though now I'm starting to wonder if it's not some sort of "pull his hair and run away" kinda thing. She is currently cuddling an article of clothing he pissed on yesterday. *sigh* I lived with this for WAY to long; it simply can't start again. I will swear of pets for good if it doesn't. Even with as much heartbreak as that will mean. I REALLY am at my wits end over this. I CAN'T take these cats with me acting like this.
Been increasingly nervous about The Florida State Parks job, since I Spoke with Mr. Pazdera Monday. Ashley had made it sound like almost Nothing had been planned, and pretty much no one had been hired at the end of December. When I called Mr. Pazdera on Jan 11th. 1. He knew NOTHING of my conditional acceptance of the position. He didn't even know whether or not he had completed my background check, or that Ashley had officially offered me the position. 2. He made it seem like Everyone else was already down there and started and I'm going to be sneaking in late with everyone turning to stare at me, and whispering with their already made friends.
I found myself wishing this morning that somehow miraculously the folks from The Pacific North West Crew would call to interview/hire me before I sign the contract on Tuesday with Florida. But I know that is not going to happen. Today is Friday, Monday is MLK day, and I sign the contract on Tuesday, WA is three hours behind us so I'll likely sign the contract before the WA office even opens. Besides I think the plan is currently that we will be moving my things over the weekend/holiday.
Hopefully this is just cold feet, and my fears hijacking my brain for a bit.
My Horoscope seems to think so:
Home and family are the topics of today's Solar Eclipse. Because of the effects lasting 6 months, you'll have time to rebuild, renew and cultivate relationship with family members, or to do something with the place where you live that you've wanted to do for a while. For some this may be painting, for others a new kitchen, for others a move or purchase of a house. Even entertaining at home is favored. Mercury's change of direction chimes right in on this theme, encouraging you to move ahead with plans rather than to focus on potential problems.
Sent off some Ebay stuff today. That felt good. Need to send off more tomorrow.
My Quote of the day
"I feel more like I'm joining the Goonies than that I am joining AmeriCorp; My big adventure."
Been increasingly nervous about The Florida State Parks job, since I Spoke with Mr. Pazdera Monday. Ashley had made it sound like almost Nothing had been planned, and pretty much no one had been hired at the end of December. When I called Mr. Pazdera on Jan 11th. 1. He knew NOTHING of my conditional acceptance of the position. He didn't even know whether or not he had completed my background check, or that Ashley had officially offered me the position. 2. He made it seem like Everyone else was already down there and started and I'm going to be sneaking in late with everyone turning to stare at me, and whispering with their already made friends.
I found myself wishing this morning that somehow miraculously the folks from The Pacific North West Crew would call to interview/hire me before I sign the contract on Tuesday with Florida. But I know that is not going to happen. Today is Friday, Monday is MLK day, and I sign the contract on Tuesday, WA is three hours behind us so I'll likely sign the contract before the WA office even opens. Besides I think the plan is currently that we will be moving my things over the weekend/holiday.
Hopefully this is just cold feet, and my fears hijacking my brain for a bit.
My Horoscope seems to think so:
Home and family are the topics of today's Solar Eclipse. Because of the effects lasting 6 months, you'll have time to rebuild, renew and cultivate relationship with family members, or to do something with the place where you live that you've wanted to do for a while. For some this may be painting, for others a new kitchen, for others a move or purchase of a house. Even entertaining at home is favored. Mercury's change of direction chimes right in on this theme, encouraging you to move ahead with plans rather than to focus on potential problems.
Sent off some Ebay stuff today. That felt good. Need to send off more tomorrow.
My Quote of the day
"I feel more like I'm joining the Goonies than that I am joining AmeriCorp; My big adventure."
