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so I've been in a panic attack for the past two hours straight. Don't know the cause, although I'm sure it has to do with my getting drunk last night. I had an aweful hang over this morning. only had three smernoff ice it really shouldn't have been as bad as it was. no my heart rate is at 125 beats a minute and I can't get it to slow down. I'm not real sure what to do at this point...

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Hey sorry, i would have just replied to your other comment but lj is giving me a hard time with the "reply to this" link...
i'm a friend of wolven's...."sister anonymous"...
from what i've seen, the panic attacks are related to an emotional scar...a problem with the emotional body...often from the loss of someone you loved or someone who was otherwise very close to you...even if it seems like sometimes it revolves around fear of death or being sick or stopping breathing, as some people experience it, it actually goes back to an emotional longing or insecurity..."being alone"....even if it's an illusion...
and it seems that even though there are methods for lessening the occurences or the severity, such as drugs or herbs or surrender tricks, the only true way to be entirely rid of it is to experience a deep and true love from someone...and for it to be there between the two of you long enough for that person to heal you...which could take at least several months...
good luck.