*cries* Dragon con
Aug. 29th, 2007 07:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transpaoIt is really starting to hit me that I'm not going. I had to write a bad check last night to get gas with. My great costume, is still an unaltered jacket. I have major projects I'm supposed to be doing for class. I feel like I would do most anything to go this year. Gods how I need a weekend of partying and fun. The only problem is (well besides no money) is that it would peobably turn out like last year and I'd feel all alone in a huge crowed, cause No one wants to go with me, and I'm no good at mingling. It just makes my heart ache more, on top of the already jagged broken-ness of it.
Feeling so fucking alone right now. I miss him something aweful. Gods I feel like we really I mean really understood things about each other that I rarely ever find.
It has been so long since I fell for someone. Falling for them only to be "Second best" again... gods I feel like I'm doomed to live out the rest of my life with that lable.
Feeling so fucking alone right now. I miss him something aweful. Gods I feel like we really I mean really understood things about each other that I rarely ever find.
It has been so long since I fell for someone. Falling for them only to be "Second best" again... gods I feel like I'm doomed to live out the rest of my life with that lable.
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IN TOWN AGAIN....
Date: 2007-08-31 09:10 pm (UTC)Re: IN TOWN AGAIN....
Date: 2007-09-01 10:34 pm (UTC)